BoyWithUke - Trauma Chords

[intro]
D  A  F#m  E

[verse 1]
D
Growing up, I never had a lot of money
A
Never had a phone, always was a little hungry
         F#m
Used to find it hard to sleep

When i could hear my mother sobbing
       E
I was 10 back then, I didnt have a room

Had to buy used shoes
               A
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
                  F#m
And everytime I fell, I would blame it on myself
                    E
Even if it was an accident

[pre-chorus]
  D                    A
Maybe, its not what I want
                      F#m
Oh, I've seen better days,
                         E
and the moment fucking sucks
      D                         A
But I'll be damned if I don't stop,
                  F#m
and, honestly, why not?
                     E
When nobody gives a fuck?

[chorus]
                              D    A
Sometimes I just can't help myself
                   F#m
I wanna give up trying
                 E
and start doing somеthing else
                      D    A
Sometimеs I just get overwhelmed
                    F#m
I know it's in my mind,
                          E
but I think I need some help

[verse 2]
                         D
Sometimes I just can’t help myself

I was an outcast
A
 Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
F#m
 Too shy to talk about home
E
 I always thought life was supposed to be cold
      D                 A
And, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
F#m
 I got a window in my head, it’s a casket
E
 You know I've been wishing I was dead,

but I mask it

[pre-chorus]
   D                    A
Maybe, it's not what I want
                      F#m
Oh, I've seen better days,
                         E
and the moment fucking sucks
     D                          A
But I'll be damned, if I don't stop, and,
            F#m
honestly, why not?
                     E
When nobody gives a fuck?

[chorus]
                        D         A
Sometimes I just can't help myself
                   F#m
I wanna give up trying
                      E
and start doing something else
                          D      A
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
                    F#m
I know it's in my mind,
                         E
but I think I need some help

[bridge]
              D
Because it’s all I know
            A
My hands around my throat
             F#m                     E
Pray that I won’t let go this time around
             D                 A
But every single time I try to shut my eyes
             F#m                  E
I see the reason why I’m not alone

[chorus]
                   D
Sometimes I just can’t
                         D         A
Sometimes I just can't help myself
                  F#m
I wanna give up trying
                           E
and start doing something else
                          D      A
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
                   F#m
I know it’s in my mind,
                          E
but I think I need some help
                         A
Sometimes I just can’t help myself